grrrrrr..... of course i was at school at 8 to find an empty parking lot! grrrrrrr haha oh well.... bye!

haha i just had to tell u that american history X is on right now and i thought of ya!! anyways, if ur still up, its like 12:15 am now... turn to channel 31..USA network.. yea ok im gonna go watch it now. bye!! and yes i know im a dork! -Sof

well here we are again. crushing on another guy. and im probably just setting myself up to get hurt again. i dont have the best luck with guys. i dont have any luck with guys really. any time i give my heart out and really care for the person, they go and break my heart. if i like a guy, ill be with them for a short period of time until they use me ( Read more... )

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yea, i never thought id be getting a job. but i need more $ cuz im a psycho when it comes to shopping.. lindz would know! ha so yea i went to DoNoful's (i dunno what its called) but its a banquet hall across from dennys in mokena. i went with my friend while she was picking up a check and so she told them i was interested in working there. well thy ( Read more... )

today was a sucky day. i did nothing. i kinda wish i wouldve worked today and yesterday cuz i didnt these past days and at least i couldve been paid for it. but anyways yea, i start work next saturday and im really kinda excited. cuz i have one of my best friends, jaime, workin with me so it'll be fun. we shouldnt be allowed to work together tho ( Read more... )

here we go again. i was doin good getting myself over that brian kid and i know i still have feelings for him but since we cant be together cuz of his parents ive been trying to ignore the feelings. and whell i was just talkin to brian and he keeps tellin me to call him to do somethin but i dont wanna see him cuz itd hurt to much ya know? well we ( Read more... )

yuppppppppppp im bored. its about time i was able to get on this damn journal thing! ha well school started a while ago and surprisingly.... i love it! ha i seriously love goin to school. i dont know why.... this year im just really happy there. its wierd. and i went to see some friends jared and joe tonight cuz i havent seen em since like mid ( Read more... )

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HATE MY DAD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!